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    Having decided to accept his sister’s counsel, Marcellus was anxious to perform his unpleasant duty and be done with it. Prudence suggested that he seek an interview through the formal channels and await the convenience of the Prince; but, increasingly impressed by the gravity of his position, he resolved to ignore the customary court procedure and take a chance of seeing Gaius without an appointment. By appearing at the Palace shortly before noon, he might even be lucky enough to have a few minutes alone with the Prince before anyone had informed him about last night’s mishap.

    At ten, rejuvenated by a hot bath, a vigorous massage by Demetrius, and a plunge in the pool, the Tribune returned to his rooms, dressed with care, and sauntered downstairs. Observing that the library door was ajar, he paused to greet his father, whom he had not seen since yesterday. The handsome, white-haired Senator was seated at his desk, writing. He glanced up, nodded, smiled briefly, and invited Marcellus to come in.

    ‘If you are at liberty today, my son, I should be pleased to have you go with me to inspect a span of matched Hispanian mares.’

    ‘I should like to, sir; but might tomorrow serve as well? I have an important errand to do; something that cannot be put off.’ There was a note of anxiety in the Tribune’s voice that narrowed the wise old eyes.

    ‘Nothing serious, I trust.’ Gallio pointed to a vacant seat.

    ‘I hope not, sir.’ Marcellus sat tentatively on the broad arm of the chair as a fair compromise between candid reticence and complete explanation.

    ‘Your manner,’ observed his father, pointedly, ‘suggests that you are worried. I have no wish to intrude upon your private perplexities, but is there anything I might do for you?’

    ‘I’m afraid not, sir; thank you.’ After a moment of indecision, Marcellus slowly slid into the chair and regarded his distinguished parent with a sober face. ‘If you have the time, I will tell you.’

    Gallio nodded, put down his stylus, and leaned forward on his folded arms encouragingly. It was quite a long narrative. Marcellus did not spare himself. He told it all. At one juncture, he was half-disposed to introduce Lucia’s dilemma as relevant to his own; but decided against it, feeling that their pater was getting about all he could take for one session. He concluded, at length, with the declaration that he was going at once to apologize. Gallio, who had listened attentively but without comment, now shook his leonine head and shouted ‘No!’ He straightened and shook his head again. ‘No!—No, no!’

    Amazed by his father’s outburst, for he had anticipated his full approval, Marcellus asked, ‘Why not, sir?’

    ‘The most dangerous implement a man can use for the repair of a damaged relationship is an abject apology.’ Gallio pushed back his huge chair and rose to his full height as if preparing to deliver an address. ‘Even in the most favorable circumstances, as when placating an injured friend, a self-abasing apology may do much harm. If the friend is contented with nothing less, he should not be served with it at all; for his friendship is not worth its upkeep. In the case of Gaius, an apology would be a fatality; for you are not dealing here with a gentleman, but with a congenital scoundrel. Your apology will imply that you expect Gaius to be generous. Generosity, in his opinion, is a sign of weakness. By imputing it to him, you will have given him further offense. Gaius has reasons to be sensitive about his power. Never put yourself on the defensive with a man who is fretting about his own insecurity. Here, he says, is at least one opportunity to demonstrate my strength.’

    ‘Perhaps you are right, sir,’ conceded Marcellus.

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